Gimme shelter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocXg0c8yKHo

Weird days, strange weeks
As i am waiting my bitter death, like each human being does
i am finding happy moments in this depressive path
moments with permanent and one-moment friends,
with forever in my mind girls and with girls of the one night
with love, help, cure and hate at the same time
with health, illness, and death, in the shape of liquid
with wisdom ,learning and a dream of a free life
dreams that each human being does
everyone dreams.
Staring at the moon in the desert, riding a motorcycle
dying free, young and wild
the American Dream
the American Nighmare
a free man is a loner, waiting to sink in the deep black ocean
waiting for a special hand, a special being to save him
this is his dreams, to find his other half to be an only being,not a human of course.
But never happens, never,
we are guilty of our human nature, of our ugliness, of our fate
we are walking the path alone
waiting to find our salvation or our death
money, love, career,
all are pointless
and as i am silly and asshole
I am waiting, i am waiting to find my own salvation
my own shelter