The bitter truth

Do you feel the pain in my skin? it's growing
do you stay in the glimpse of the feel? you are falling
oh and all that i said and done, i don't care for anyone
just for some things, just.......
Only me, myself and i in this circus of mind
in this pain of misery and the things i must used to be
Oh please bury me and give me just a rose to smell,
i will reborn again , stronger, like a lover, like a friend
just like a phoenix from the ashes and the fire
just like Him

Knives in your heart

I will forget your kiss upon my body
and the acceptance of yours
I will forget the passions and the brushes
but i will not forget the entire yours
Simple things in our minds
just a sex, a kiss and  a goodbye
I will not cry and you will not be sad
So what's the matter of your stand?
Are you waiting for better days to come?
Or our lives will be tear apart?
I wish to feel like me, to feel like you
I wish to be more like you ever know, and bigger than what you were expecting for
I am not as good, perfect, and handsome as you were waiting for
as slim and long as you want me to be
All it was just a glimpse
From my side and yours , too
just a dream in our miserable lifes
Goodnight and sleep tight
I hope your dreams would be better than you are expecting to be

 

My Fault

It is my fault,
all the things i've said, i've done and run
I am sorry
cause my heart only loves and deeply hurts
I will not do these things again
no more openings and whining
I am not weakling, i am what i stand for and feel
I am what i have passed and by these things i have been smashed
i am a man and a father
I am the consistency over and under
If i have one chance, i will do it
I will prove it
Please let me give what i can offer you, you will see, you will rise
it's difficult times and i am the only one who knows how to ride,
how to live and how to survive
Please give me all the things that you want and i want
i will accept them with great happiness and great pleasure
And what i ask for? just a movie, a kiss and some warm sleep with you
just you
Goodnight, i hope i will see you again