Knives in your heart

I will forget your kiss upon my body
and the acceptance of yours
I will forget the passions and the brushes
but i will not forget the entire yours
Simple things in our minds
just a sex, a kiss and  a goodbye
I will not cry and you will not be sad
So what's the matter of your stand?
Are you waiting for better days to come?
Or our lives will be tear apart?
I wish to feel like me, to feel like you
I wish to be more like you ever know, and bigger than what you were expecting for
I am not as good, perfect, and handsome as you were waiting for
as slim and long as you want me to be
All it was just a glimpse
From my side and yours , too
just a dream in our miserable lifes
Goodnight and sleep tight
I hope your dreams would be better than you are expecting to be