I want it All

I want chains and bracelets and rings
I want pain and suffering and fame
I want everything that you can imagine
But wil i manage to do it all?
I am afraid of people older than me
the more famous and notorious ones
But is it logical to do it?
No just some moments of insecurity of yours 
Well i will follow my path, my soul and my pride
You can follow if you would like
don't be angry and sad
Because at the end is all that i've got

The bitter truth

Do you feel the pain in my skin? it's growing
do you stay in the glimpse of the feel? you are falling
oh and all that i said and done, i don't care for anyone
just for some things, just.......
Only me, myself and i in this circus of mind
in this pain of misery and the things i must used to be
Oh please bury me and give me just a rose to smell,
i will reborn again , stronger, like a lover, like a friend
just like a phoenix from the ashes and the fire
just like Him

Knives in your heart

I will forget your kiss upon my body
and the acceptance of yours
I will forget the passions and the brushes
but i will not forget the entire yours
Simple things in our minds
just a sex, a kiss and  a goodbye
I will not cry and you will not be sad
So what's the matter of your stand?
Are you waiting for better days to come?
Or our lives will be tear apart?
I wish to feel like me, to feel like you
I wish to be more like you ever know, and bigger than what you were expecting for
I am not as good, perfect, and handsome as you were waiting for
as slim and long as you want me to be
All it was just a glimpse
From my side and yours , too
just a dream in our miserable lifes
Goodnight and sleep tight
I hope your dreams would be better than you are expecting to be

 

My Fault

It is my fault,
all the things i've said, i've done and run
I am sorry
cause my heart only loves and deeply hurts
I will not do these things again
no more openings and whining
I am not weakling, i am what i stand for and feel
I am what i have passed and by these things i have been smashed
i am a man and a father
I am the consistency over and under
If i have one chance, i will do it
I will prove it
Please let me give what i can offer you, you will see, you will rise
it's difficult times and i am the only one who knows how to ride,
how to live and how to survive
Please give me all the things that you want and i want
i will accept them with great happiness and great pleasure
And what i ask for? just a movie, a kiss and some warm sleep with you
just you
Goodnight, i hope i will see you again

love you to death

oh girl....

Can you see this white skin bruishing
from love and passion and love
Candles lighting the room without secret and taboos
without clothes and shoes
Oh your perfume is still here
and i don't want to dissappear
I will remember this, how my beast can be unleashed
by your touch your body and your grace
How our auras can raise
through sensations and smokes
and what else Hell knows
let the night bring
what else our fantasies can think

Neverland

Leaving

Going away

Can you feel it? the destiny calls me

a road to the land that does not hold me

The land that does not belong to me 

The land that will leave me alone and broken

Her fruits, not for me

Her landscape, not for me

because her flowers are blooming in the eyes of the chosen ones,
and the poison that wolfsbane has
my canine nature cannot stand

Beautiful colours in the horison that i cannot recall

due to the absence of my soul

Did you see this? it is my wounds

it is my thirst and my hunger for what i will never find

So leave me, tell the others that i will be late

late in the wildhoney that i cannot taste

From the bees of the land that i cannot find

And finally tell me

am i looking for what i will never find

sweet devil

Oh my shattered fate cursed me
My sweet shadows left me
Only your presence is here
And your motives are clear
Oh my sweet devil
You are the one who stays
The one who holds and the one who knocks
The one who keeps me high and the one with burning desires
The solitude that brings me here
The loneliness that burns me inside
And the sweet melancholy that can keeps me alive
You can see why i need your touch and your body and your glance
You are the woman that i want
The bride that i love
Death can keep us alive
With your red eyes
The dawn that brings the next day
I do not want to come anymore

In your bedroom....